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i was standin' around like one of those girls i had seen in a movie the whole world was a movie back then i had my sunglasses on i wanted to be seen without seeing Shy Lolita i wasn't really in it i didn't really get it i was every single girl, i was nobody else i was so sure of myself i was fifteen and a half he was a hollow laugh and i lost my cool somewhere along the way the nightmare down the hallway i had to learn how to look away i lost my cool no electricity hot rain on the concrete and sweet melting little girl dreams they said oh i want a big life not a 'how sad coulda been' life where are you taking me, where are you taking me i say everything i do i feel farther removed from my old life where is it taking me, where is it taking me i was standin' on my best friend's balcony feelin' a certain kinda wise at seventeen thinking the flare on the lens was the real thing she was with her boyfriend in the back room i was chain-smoking cigarettes and looking at the moon thought i was really in it i didn't really get it i lost my cool somewhere around the bend it started making less sense holding onto all that innocence i lost my cool i found it in a chemical dream the whole world is a movie screen and hudson avenue's melting i say oh i want a big life not a 'how sad coulda been' life where are you taking me, where are you taking me i say everything i do i feel farther removed from my old life where is it taking me, where is it taking me a portrait of my mother she says stay young, stay young, stay young, stay young i see my baby brother i just come undone it's some life i been living you don't know 'til you're in it then all of a sudden you can't get get back back out run run away oh i want a big life not a 'how sad coulda been' life where are you taking me, where are you taking me i say everything i do i feel closer to some kind of new life where is it taking me, where is it taking me

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Yes, I remember how I met you But we will not talk about it Reminiscing’s what we left behind To get where we are now To get where we are now Yet, sometimes it feels like we are still Those young and stunning strangers You threw a shadow in my spotlight I had a song called danger I had a song called danger But now I’m swimming in nothing Only blues are on my side I got nothing to hope for, honey I got nothing to hide Now I’m swimming in nothing Only blues are on my mind And that ocean’s endless deep And that ocean’s endless wide, but Every time you look in my eyes It’s like fire under water, fire under water Every time you look in my eyes It’s like fire under water, fire under water I go down, down, down, down, down But I come up burning every time Yes, I remember how I met you The serendipities and details It’s these kinds of moments that Give me a reason to believe Give me a reason to believe Every ship that I had captained Had been lost to stormy weather Until you came along and I thought we just might get home together I thought we might get home together But now I’m swimming in nothing Only blues are on my side I got nothing to hope for, honey I got nothing to hide Now I’m swimming in nothing Only blues are on my mind And that ocean’s endless deep And that ocean’s endless wide, but Every time you look in my eyes It’s like fire under water, fire under water Every time you look in my eyes It’s like fire under water, fire under water I go down, down, down, down, down I go down, down, down, deep down I go down, down, down, down, down I still come up burning every time

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every mirror even rearview i gaze into wishing well for you tryna find me every time i look away it’s a hard reset please so i’ve arrived now at this hotel lounge i eat meat beyond my means until my stomach sours all these people they got money bunch of real deals and i wanna spit in the flowers there’s a bar fly he’s got my name on him i got his eyes on me he wanna take me home in my mind’s eye i watch him chew me up i watch me spit you out oh no no no i gotta go you chased me down there for a good twenty miles back in Charleston man i was just passing through but i remembered that night we were laughing in bed and i realized this will all end i squeezed your hand til it burned red now i’m just trying not to see my grave in every goddamn mile ahead so tell me how now did we get here to this place where we don’t dance no more i can’t see straight i been driving too long i need space now but once we had a home we had a home and i said “I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I”